in office right now~ so many filings for me to do~ -.-

just wanna update things that happened ytd.. well, i was on leave ytd & went out in the morning, back in the afternoon & rest, watch tv, surf net.

i'am quite happy. know why? around evening time.. i met up with XX, dont wish to reveal her name. its been so long since i've last met her. actually we do feel awkward in the first place but everything was alright after that. we had some arguments in the past, and from that day onwards, we are no longer friends. thinking back, both of us feel silly. hahas. just because of a very small thing. but now, we're friends again :)

we had a long chat @ west mall MOS Burger. i really do feel happy cause we're still able to pour things to one another & the friendship is still going on. we're both single now. we do feel hurt & sad but after a long chat with her, i've made a decision not to look back. thanks! i will continue to seek for my happiness :) the same goes to her. i can say in some situation, we're in the same boat. never ever find a ego bf. be strong & look forward. 2010 will be a good year :) its time to plan for future & start afresh. not gg to be soft-hearted anymore.

i do feel sorry for her based on what she told me. 2 years of r/s, just because of one girl, everything is over. but i can sense she's strong. girl, be strong. someday, somehow, both of us can find a better man :) guys~~ sighs.. not even one can be trusted. guys changed very fast..~ at start, treat you damn nice.. but after having you, totally changed! omg~ why??? but we felt that there's still some guy whom treat gf like princess. envy~~~~

why is it always the guy whom we dont love, love us? its really so hard to fall in love again. tired~ why care so much for me?? sighs. i really dont know to accept or reject. i dont want a ego bf. i want a bf whom can like my friends & go out tgt have fun :) dont do things behind my back & lie to me. most importantly, love me whole-heartedly ♥ 2 years of r/s & the bf whom i love most. its over~ game over. its hurting.

during night time, take bus home & had some food. hahas. watch tv~ sians. bored! yeah! tmr work till 3pm again~ happy! gg to meet up with sister & bf again. gg to watch alvin & the chipmunks :) think gg to have dinner after the movie & go back home watch countdown show or go in malaysia with my friends? tmr is the last day of 2009~ i want to be a happy & cheerful girl in 2010! :D wish everyone of you, happy new year & have a great year ahead :) lunch time i wanna have wanton mee~ craving for it.. well, alot of pp say i'am slim.. hmm, indeed. i lost 2kg. good or bad? my ideal weight 45kg. hee. but i eat alot :P tempting leh. hungry liao~ morning never eat breakfast :(

p/s: no one has ever loved anyone the way everyone wants to be loved ♥

Elaine.NG エレン
Sweet-Twenty24
13 Sept 1989
Zodiac: Virgo
Crossover;Singaporean