hi everyone~ awaiting for me to post my entry? well, i'am feeling better after bursting out all my tears. indeed, you will feel better after having a big cry. omg. i'am feeling down that day & my collegues asked me why? its not the usual me. normally i'am very cheerful~ that day, i just kept quiet. they kept asking till i cant hold back my tears & burst out. i cried in the office & all my collegues was like what happened?? they thought because of work stress. keep consoling me. thanks guys~ i'am alrights now. not because of work stress but bgr.

thinking back, i do feel upset still but i think i should let him go cause he might be happier without me. i want him to be happy and lead a peaceful life. i should move on to the next stop ^.^ even though cant be lovers, we can be friends. but i need time to adapt. i never hate him. i've learn alot & i feel i've grown up. hahas. please treat & cherish r/s wisely, if not you will really regret. now in *healing period* just wanna be alone.. "my greatest fear of having you, is losing you."~♥ Beautiful Love~~♥

though there's guys outside whom wanna chase after me, i'am not gg to accept now cause its unfair to you. sorry that i didnt reply sms. save the message..

leading single life now, all i do is work. having myself occupied with stuffs & i wont bother to think so much. omfg~ i'am having ulcer now. and its like so damn painful~ thanks for everyone asking me to drink more water. but i've already apply salt onto the ulcer. yucks! bloody~~ yes, no need to say. the pain is killing me! but i want it to heal in the fastest way. its slightly better. no more heaty food for the time being.

yeah! i've finally finish watching 海派甜心 episode 11. awaiting for the next episode. monday faster come! lol. finish watching the whole drama, then i will watch 下一站，幸福~ heard alot of pp saying is nice~

my current company is hiring AP now. our new AP just quitted. been here for 1 week only. this month end my turn. but got to serve one month. gg back to my usual line & got to put on make-up le. need to go for training & grooming session. i'am so sorry to winnie & sze sze er~ left the both of them. felt so bad. will not be coming queensway anymore. see you all next time~ gambateh! will be opening chalet on my 21st birthday. will invite you all :) do come~

just back not long ago to have lunch with eelian & judy.. had fish soup with rice. healthy~ yeah~ after work gg home to have dinner. mum's cooking fish + meat porridge. now my appetite is not as big as last time le. raelene is leaving to perth this month! so fast. she's busy with her work. feel like meeting up with her this week but she haven reply me -.- i miss her!

i doubt i will be gg out often now.. but i feel like watching movie.. hmm.. and shopping. feel like buying more clothes. new year is coming. must buy must buy! maybe go bugis/far east~ now i keep buying online clothes. hahas.

alrights, back to work le. need to do 12 recordings for voice message. call my company and you will hear my voice~ LOL. puke! doesnt seem like my voice.. hahas. 12 recordings for 4 companies (day, night & holiday message) but record my voice no incentive leh. hee!

feel like sleeping now~ tired. at night didnt sleep well. i need to buy sleeping pills liao! lol. *panda eyes* i'am telling myself day & night not to think much, be happier! whats mine will be mine. cause its my fault. dont force things to be the way it is. seeing him happy, i will be contented enough..

p/s: true love begins when nothing is looked for in return ♥

Elaine.NG エレン
Sweet-Twenty24
13 Sept 1989
Zodiac: Virgo
Crossover;Singaporean