♥ ; Sunday, January 3, 2010
爱是打开心门的钥匙 ♥
why am i not looking forward? why am i so soft-hearted? but i really miss him badly. i'am so upset for the past few days yet i've to put on a strong smile. its really so hard to forget but i will still try. i must do it. i'am really not used to not having him around.. whenever you msg me, i felt upset again. you keep saying i've changed.. maybe yes.. but i do felt that you've changed too. i dont wanna look back.. can anyone teach me how to do that? my mind is full of his image.. every minute, every second. its really hurting.. this time round, maybe i should learn to let go & consider a better one. but.. now is not the time yet. i need time to heal & back on my feet. i will make myself occupied. i just wanna be alone for the time being.. nothing else...
its sunday again~ monday gg to be busy~ ytd went market with mum & helping out to cook fried rice.. bought her two tops for new year & costs me 50 bucks.. i haven even bought mine.. spent alot gg out this few days.. i wanna go shopping.. anyone? i miss bff mandy & kenly.. tmr is their last paper. do well girls :) and meet up soon. jiayou~ i've got alot of things wanna say but couldnt find anyone to speak to :'( sighs.. one step at a time..
slept till so late today.. didnt had a good rest for so long.. happy~ went out to have lunch with sister & bf & mum.. then wash my clothes.. gg to have ice-cream later~ *drools* tonight dont know what to eat.. sians~ gg to rest early tonight & go for work tmr.. just now teach kw how to create blog.. lol. now he have blog too..
today supposed to go for senwei's birthday as he invited me but i never go.. tmr working & celebrate at east coast BBQ pit.. even though ks is driving.. no mood to go.. & too far away.. but anyway, happy birthday to senwei~ may all your wish come true & stay happy with your gf..
cant wait for 海派甜心 ; episode 10 tonight. really so obsessed with the drama~ hahas. alrights.. gg off to have my ice-cream.. bye everyone~ thanks for visting my blog. this is the place where i can express my feelings..
p/s: love me and the world is mine ♥
♥ 4:30 PM,
For once, you were my love ♥
