When it's over,
let it be over.
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hi guys! i'am back to blog again. well, i'am feeling alot alot better after few pp console me. i'am not gg to let this affect me anymore. nothing could run me down. i must be strong & only me could help myself~ i'am xiao elaine, a cheerful one! :) *pp says i'am "kai xin guo"

its time for me to really let go. cause he's got a new gf if i'am not wrong. if he can move on, why couldnt i? pp says its his loss. maybe or maybe not? i dont know. i just wanna be happy. but i know i'am a good girl. hahas. i'am a faithful one. i will not find a new one soon. but there's someone whom give me that impression which makes me feel comfortable with. i know he feels for me but somehow, not at the moment. i just wanna step back due to some reasons. single is not bad, but you do feel lonely at times. but i really like the way a person cares for you. i'am just a girl after all. lol. i've a fragile heart though. all i want is true love, a bf whom will love me whole-heartedly. i dont ask for more again. just wanna spend sweet moments tgt~~ happily ever after. wakaka.

abit angry & sad when someone says i can make friends with strangers.. but i dont. if thats the way you think, i cant do anything to it. pp just tell me, its my liberal to be friends with anyone. i dont know. dont care/bother with what pp says as long you're conscience free. its time for me to move on and let go of whats not mine anymore. i'am tired after all this.. not gg to shed a single tear again. my tears are precious. lolol.

well, updating my work issues.. officially tender today. i've decided. hopefully i can leave next week. i wanna offset my leave balance. i'am gg to be real upset.. i will miss all my da jiejie's here. pinpin, szesze, lianlian, wenwen, fenfen, neenee jiejie~ and few other colleagues whom always make my day :) though i dont really bear to leave, but i got no choice. i just gotta move on as i'am still young. my pinpin jiejie.. though the time i spent with her is short, but i will definitely meet up with her! i'am gg to invite all to my 21st birthday chalet :) so excited! hope to see all of you there yahs? anyway, thanks szesze draw me a "cheer up" note! :)

another happy issue.. having company dinner @ victoria peak after work on monday :) dress up nicely, and to take lots of photo with all my da jiejie :) today is friday! i bought wines again. hahas. i prepare these wines for my 21st birthday chalet :) i know its abit to early lah..

walala! today toto $10 million. so my supervisor suggests to each fork out $0.50 to buy. wakaka. "let's huat uh!" this is the first time i bought toto. lolol. my colleagues say, "you mai jiu you xi wang" :) *heng heng*

ytd had dinner with mum & had hokkien mee + pineapple rice share. then after that, we order chilli crab. slurps! one of my favourite. heihei. then i very happy lah. but end up i sad. cause i stomach pain. hahas. then went toilet. stomach pain for the whole night & never slept at all :( luckily am feeling better this morning :) i'am back on feet! i'am sure alot of pp will feel happy for me~~

well, i'am gg back to work. lol. jiayou xiao elaine! oh yeah! i'am gg to be fine. gg for x-ray on 6th march. same place. and hopefully dont want injection to my mouth :'( oh shit. i'am so hungry now. haven had my breakfast. any kind pp help me dabao? wahahas. am just kidding anyway~ :)

p/s: i will find my way, i want a different way~~♥

Elaine.NG エレン
Sweet-Twenty24
13 Sept 1989
Zodiac: Virgo
Crossover;Singaporean