monday blues? well, slept quite late last night, and yawns!~ morning wake up 5.30am, cause training starts @ 8.45am today. met up with chris @ raffles, and off we go for class :)

arghs! lesson was boring today. omg. and super bored to the max. i almost fall asleep yah.. luckily, in between have got tea-break, and i grab some bite :) am so tired, and the trainer spoke so slow.. got 3 lessons today. buhaha. got one lesson, under uniform category, the trainer's so funny. lol. love that session the most! i bet others too :P

chris & i went to dabao lunch back as we've got like less than an hour before the next lesson starts. i had fish bee hoon soup today. (fish cheat bee hoon). lalala~

lesson was bored till, i msg in class. lolol. luckily my friends msg me chat~ buhaha. last lesson ends around 4.45pm. aftermath, we went for e-learning :) we almost complete the compulsory course. exam falls on, end of the month, which is about 2 weeks? omg. chris & i was like, will it be difficult? buhaha. but i guess, should be pretty okay ba? lol.

er.. these batch was supposed to start on the 6April but chris & i attend on the 9April as we're told to do so. reason? class was full. lol. so, when we came later to join the class, that class was like, who are these two girls? how come suddenly pop in our class? buhaha. so a few pp actually went forward to check with us. hahas.

hmm, got two ladies, whom are from premier SA, were so pretty. complexion damn good & look like princess. quite envy lah~ buhaha. we chatted, and we're curious where they worked previously. and we found out that, both of them were air-stewardess! oh my~ one were from SQ for 8 years, and the other jap airline for 3 years. i got thought of gg to try out as air-stewardess but end up didnt went. cause, i know that it needs 'commitment'. well, maybe few years later, i will consider trying :)

after work, went home. mum cooks fish porridge~ woo! and had mango mango! buhaha. sweet & sour~ so full now~ lol.

i dont know what i've been thinking nowadays. confused! i really dont know what i want. hmm, single life's not bad. alot of pp dote, love & care for me. i like the way it is now. no need to stress over anything. but i know, somehow, i will need to have a bf in future.

i dont know when will i be ready. some pp actually told me he will wait but then i dont believe in it. cause i know, things will change. the person i love most does not belong to me anymore. so, i want pp to love me rather than i love pp. "its always a blessings to be loved". isnt it true, pp? and seriously, i fear of being hurt again~ *sigh* why must there be love in this world? no love = no pain. but no pain = no gain. i really hope, i can find my love & treat him like precious. treat him seriously & never let go easily.

*requirement*
- average looking
- feelings
- love & dote me
- care & trust me
- faithful (stick w/ me)
- NO smoking
- NO tattoo
- drinking rarely

*yawns* again. feeling tired~ shall rest early tonight! :) good nights everyone! sweet dreams.

p/s: a step closer, or refrain from stepping closer?~~♥

Elaine.NG エレン
Sweet-Twenty24
13 Sept 1989
Zodiac: Virgo
Crossover;Singaporean