*past photos of mine*

no MONDAY BLUES for me today :)

woke up @ 11am today.. mum called me!! and i missed my sweet dreams.. lol. nothing much today. had maggie mee today cause i'am super LAZY to go out dabao. partly because its raining. i wanna have mc muffin this week~

slacked around @ home today and find few friends to chat with.. as i'am too bored at home. hahas. know what? ytd i met up with my friend to watch 'STEP UP 3D!' one word to describe, and thats 'AWESOME'. i really like that movie very much! i even went to search for that particular song. i found it! :)

i was very surprised & shocked by my friend. he told me to meet him @ the cathay - 7pm for 'STEP UP 3D'. in the end, when i went out, and was about to walk to my bus stop, he was at my void deck waiting for me. i dont know what to say.. and he waited for me for 1 hour plus. oh my god. and throughout the journey, i was so quiet & didnt talk to him till i reached there. he talked to me, i ignored. i'am really shocked, and dont know what to say.. then i told him what if i walked towards another way? then he replied, he knew i would walked pass there. oh my.

last night, had a filling lunch at home and was too full to have dinner with my friend. after the movie, we went to thai express. i had mango salad instead.. and....... how was i to know that plate of mango salad was really so spicy.. and i kept telling my friend super spicy.. i kept drinking water.. and he keep laughing -.- i can take spicy, but it was really too spicy for me. but one thing is, its nice~ lol.

after having dinner, it was like around 10 plus. my friend insist to send me back home. i was very reluctant.. cause he stay quite far away.. in the end, he pull me to take bus -.- when i reached my void deck, he told me not to think too much about my past.. he wanted to help me to forget my past.. he's willing to wait.. but what i want is not that. i wanted to be single right now.. future things i wont know.. cause i'am afraid to get myself hurt or to hurt others. i dont even know what i want. i dont have anyone in mind.. i just wanna be happy~ hope you can find a better girl. sorry~ cause i dont know when can i take the first step out.

just now ironed my uniform. backed to work tmr.. well, this week only work two days which is tues & wed. hahas. the rest of the days OFF! envy right? but after that, i'am gonna work all the way. buhaha. my csm is gonna make salad tmr :) woohoo! *happy*

should i get floated balloons or normal ones? aiyo eh.. i dont know -.- confused.. but most probably normal balloons as its more convenient. if floating one, i got to pick up on that day which is too troublesome. normal balloons, gotta get my friends to help me blow.. and tie the balloons with ribbons at the staircase. hee. BFF cheryl suggests this :) this coming friday, i'am gg to do manicure & pedicure with sister :) boohoo! saturday gg to salon~~ hope everything will be smooth..

been thinking alot.. and i've got nothing to do.. so i looked back at my old photos.. just realised i've changed alot!! i couldnt even recognise myself. buhaha. '真的是女大十八变'! 哈哈! alot of things flowing back to my mind.. i miss those memories~~ :)

oh man! i looked back at my past photos, and realised i've put on weight. shit! i need to slim down. *its the mindset* if you can control the temptation, i believe you will :) *jiayou*

not having dinner tonight. had a filling lunch just now.. buhaha. gonna rest early tonight.. gg to watch tv right now~ goodbye! and lastly, wanna wish my ex-colleague, wendy tan, happy birthday! :)

p/s: i regret my past, but never will i return.. i gonna take the first step out, and start afresh~*

Elaine.NG エレン
Sweet-Twenty24
13 Sept 1989
Zodiac: Virgo
Crossover;Singaporean