sighs sighs sighs.. my 21st birthday celebration is over.. started with a smile and ended with a sad face :'( the feeling just sucks!! sorry for everything.. to my family, relatives, friends & colleagues..

i wanna specially thanks my brother & sister + sister's bf for everything.. and not forgetting my BFF cheryl & kw coming down to help me with the decoration. love you guys! muacks~

didnt really enjoyed my 21st though.. very upset.. but its great to see my friends attending.. should be a happy day.. but.. sighs.. well, my first time to organise chalet, and somehow screwed up. should have asked for more advice.. firstly, i should have order stools.. i didnt know that there's no bench around etc.. secondly, and i know the brownie cake is very sweet as my relatives & family were complaining to me.. sighs.. :( i really think i'am not a good organiser + a bad host..

my mum were scolding me that i didnt entertain my friends.. but do you know i was running here and there? if i know i will be upset, i would rather have no celebration at all. i thought its my 21st, once for a lifetime, i wanna celebrate but... sighs sighs sighs.. once bitten twice shy.. no more chalet for me.. just a group of friends celebrate will do.

ytd i'am quite awkward to answer my relatives some questions.. they asked me where's my bf? then i say broke up le, and they asked me why etc.. i'am quite upset though.. my mum really like my ex bf so much that whenever say till him, she will scold me.. 我很难过.. i dont want it to happen but it already happened. blame me for not being a good gf.. *cries* i will be good from now.. i regretted :'(

lots of pp attend my 21st, i'am happy. and thanks for all the nice gift. appreciate it.. i'am very shocked with the gifts & angbaos.. plus receive a bouquet of flowers from my friend.. i'am surprised.. thanks for it too. received alot of nice gifts & jewellery.. i like everything that i've received. thanks for making a trip down to my 21st birthday~

p/s: no mood, didnt rest well, didnt ate ytd. sighs.. thanks to my BFF & friends consoling me.. 谢谢你们! its so hard to please everyone.. so hard for being a perfect 10! :(

Elaine.NG エレン
Sweet-Twenty24
13 Sept 1989
Zodiac: Virgo
Crossover;Singaporean