i wanna dedicate this song to him.. 郭富城~到底有誰能夠告訴我~♥ "you taught me how to love, but you never taught me how to stop myself from loving you~~♥" ; nobody but you.
its a brand new day, saturday! ytd after praying @ bb, went home watch tv, and was feeling hungry in the middle of the night. so my brother went to dabao MAC's PROSPERITY BURGER~ woots~ its damn nice! should try.. spicy! and slept only @ 2am.
the next day, had lunch & went to do pedi with mummy @ JP. this time my nail colour is BLUE~ i love the colour so much. after that, went massage :) so much comfortable. its dinner time~ treat mummy eat "zhu chao". thereafter, back home~
around night time, went out with jamie & friends to watch "it's complicated" @ PS. rating: 3.5/5
well, it's quite nice. i wanted to watch this long ago.. hahas. after movie, went to have beancurd/youtiao @ selegie's road. nothing much. was very tired~ so went home~
i dont know why. just dont feel happy at all. maybe its because i lost the love in my life. the man i love most & and he plays an important role in my life. i cant deny that i still have feelings for him. the moments we've shared, i felt happy to have him. i know i'am not the girl whom he loves most.. and i felt terrible.
i dont need any pp's comments bout him. maybe he's not good. but in my eyes, he's good. i dont care. i just wanna be happy with him. i know i've hurt him alot.. broke his heart. i regretted, i really do. sighs. how to have him in my life again? seriously, i dont need any other guys in my life. not interested. i'am reserved for him. i know he might not come back to me, but i just wanna continue this way, loving him. i dont expect much. if he's back, this time round, i will cherish & be nice to him. sighs. i'am thinking too much.
his birthday is around the corner. i'am not able to celebrate with him :'( actually, i've planned long ago what surprise to give him.. and where to bring him for dinner. but now.. sighs.. hope he will be happy with his buddies around.. celebrating for him. anyway, happy 26th birthday in advance :)
today, was at home the whole day. very lazy to go out. at home rotting & watch tv. tmr's monday again~ sobx.. again, super tired. not enough rest! new year is coming, i have not purchase any new year clothes yet. very sianz. & this saturday gg cousin's wedding dinner. "when true love exists" ; wish them happiness :)
finally, resigning when i got my AWS. next month gg to OCBC work le. back to where i belong. thinking back, i felt happy as my ex bf would wait for me after my work & had dinner. so sweet~ i wish to go back to the past. i want to have a stable relationship. i'am no longer young. i dont wanna start all over again. i want a partner whom i can rely on, and be there for me, happily tgt :) *compromise*
alrights, enough of this. gg to stop here. watching Channel U~ goodnights & goodbye!
p/s: everybody's got a secret obsession and you're mine~~♥
