its been a hectic week for last weekend~~

♥2010.2010♥ - what a nice date~

there it goes another weekend~ sometimes, i find FATE is all predestined. in my life, there's few guys whom walked past me.. the most i thought of, is JT. maybe thats the reason why i'am deeply in love with him since the day we're tgt. there's always up & downs when i'am with him.. very saddening too. i can only say, i commit alot into this r/s. and thats my weakest point too. i'am trying very hard to let other guys to step into my life but apparently, i'am always stepping back.

the reason why is because, i'am afraid of getting hurt again. even though i wanted to try out a new r/s.. i dont wanna be unfair to anyone. dont even want that person to be just a replacement of JT. i know he's feeling good right now, and we're still friends, i hope he's happy with his new life, new gf :) i have given him up, just that i do worry for him due to his injuries. sighs. another barrier.

i'am happy with what i have now.. and alot of pp dote me, i feel so blessed & loved :) happy working with my colleagues as well :) most probably i will move to new branch on dec instead. good news for us~ can spend more time with one another ;) but alot of things to pack.. sians to max~~

new chapter.. for the past one week, service night @ OCC (Orchid Country Club), SHINE NIGHT! :) awesome performance by staffs, and enjoyed myself with all~* i do look forward to all this event though.. lol.. upcoming next, MARINA BAY SANDS :)

last saturday, rainie yang's concert @ singapore indoor stadium, she's so sweet! i enjoyed the concert with two of my friends & bro. thereafter, went k session with them @ clarke quay party world. lol. i left to meet up with kw due to some issues.. sighs.. well, put the past behind. just disappointed. so kw fetch me, and went to changi to fetch a friend back to SG. hahas. i slept in the car, too tired. went to have supper, backed home only the next morning 5 plus.. slept @ 6am.. i'am dehydrated! must replenish my beauty sleep & beautiful skin back for these two days.

sunday, took my mum out for 'lobster porridge' + dishes @ near my workplace~ lol. a great dinner & i hope she's happy :)

on a sidenote, i'am on OFF DAYS for these two days :) took long leave + off on nov :) buhaha! i wanna go holiday leh.. and i thought of gg to STAR CRUISE/LEISURE WORLD to take a look. lol.

alrights, no idea gg to where later. quite hungry right now.. buhaha. gg to have my bread first :) goodbye!

p/s: wish upon a star, stay happy always, my long lost love~

Elaine.NG エレン
Sweet-Twenty24
13 Sept 1989
Zodiac: Virgo
Crossover;Singaporean