♥ ; Monday, August 5, 2013
爱是打开心门的钥匙 ♥
ooo.. yay! national day is coming soon. i never thought i would have the chance to watch NDP live this year! after so many years.. and i was still a p5/p6 student, first visit. hmm.. maybe 12 years ago? back then, it was located at kallang stadium, but was then shifted to floating platform. i'am looking forward & i'am so gonna sing out loud! alrights, i have to start searching for red/white shirt! okay, so ex-ci-ted~ can't imagine how high would i be.. happy 48th birthday singapore! but still i hope, it would be good if i'am korean!
p/s:
this is home, truly
where i know i must be
where my dreams wait for me
where that river always flows
2 years w/o bf, i foresee myself being single for a period of time. HAHAHA. many pp say, your expectation too high! but apparently it's not.. it's the feeling & effort i'am looking for. but, not many guys would attract me. even if were to, i don't take the initiative & gotta let it be. some of my friends say, i have a 'bo chup' attitude. even my brother says so -.-" really uh?
i'am not really looking for bf now, and have no one in mind, but i believe in fate, and god will send my guardian angel when the time is right. if i cant find my mr. right, then i would get a flat in the future, a place of my own, and design my home sweet home! :)
now, i would wanna focus on my career & keep myself occupied, nothing else. i have to get my mindset right this time. in my upcoming job, i wanna work hard & promise myself i will work hard for the things i want. not giving up so easily. be it for myself or for my family. i hope to bring my mum travel some day. when its more stable, then i will go for my part-time degree. it gonna be tough & tiring but slowly.. no time for any other stuffs.
one of my friend, gonna fly to taiwan tonight, so envy! well, i could have join her but decided not to as i have just visited this year.. and i wanna watch NDP live! so sweet of her to have asked me do i need anything from there.. i know her few months back & somehow find she's a nice girl. wish she will find her mr. right soon! hope she enjoy herself there & wanna plan one short trip with her in the future! bon voyage babe! :)
my brother asked if i would wanna go for skydiving & bungee jump next year.. i wanted to, but gotta see if i'am able to take leave. i would love to visit many places. loveeeee travelling so much! :)
sometimes, i envy pretty babes with big eyes, and i have thought of having eyelid surgery, and it's so common now. but.. i never have the courage to do so, even if i want to do badly. i'am afraid if its unsuccessful. but well, now i would wanna put on braces! shall see when..
upcoming birthday next month, 39 more days! :) a year older!
i wanna swim swim tmr! 10 laps!!
p/s: love is all around~
♥ 8:46 PM,
For once, you were my love ♥
